記不全同學們的名字,我都不敢去吃飯
明知道要出國了卻沒有做很足夠的準備
語言也是沒有用心好好在台灣上課
到國外之後
才知道要死了
同學人都對我很好
都會在吃飯的時候教我說話
我發音不標準他們也很有耐心
倒是到最後自己變得很心虛
也因為我都記不起來同學的名字
吃飯對我來說現在變成一件壓力的事情
我怕對不起同學以為我不用心或沒誠意
所以現在我都不敢正常時間去吃飯
都等大家吃完才敢去餐廳
所以常常剩下菜尾
吃是還好..沒餓死就好
可是同學的名字和發音我都弄不好
其實我現在很無助和痛苦
前途茫茫之感外..又多添了一份語言上的障礙
常常很多小事情都足以讓我想死......
有時候望著窗外的美景...我都有一股衝動像從窗外跳下去一切就算了
只是想起父母總是不忍又不忍....班上和課外都沒有認識台灣人
內地那邊同學會我一點都不想參與
我不知道我怎麼還活在這世上
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