[問卦] 如何合法放火消失
唉.....最近好想燒東西喔
不知道哪裡可以合法燒東西......不管是什麼......燒房子也好,燒人也好。只要是合法
的還真想燒哪
從小時候就很喜歡燒東西了......看到火就很興奮、很快樂。不管是燒金紙、燒柴火....
..或是烤肉升火什麼的都跑第一
永遠記得有次鄰居家失火,我一聽到消息馬上衝去看,一邊大叫「好大......」、「好厲
害!」這類的詞語,模樣簡直興奮極了
理所當然的被教訓了一頓。我一邊奮力反抗,一邊被家父從火災現場拖回家裡痛打。用的
是從木椅拆下來的長木板,打起來非常的痛,簡直連骨頭都要被打斷了
這時候我完全不知道自己做錯了什麼,或是做了什麼不符合社會風氣的事。我表面上是被
打到痛哭,心裡卻氣得狠。我一邊挨打,一邊詛咒把我從火災現場拖回的家父。想著怎麼
報復他、怎麼氣他、怎麼恨他。家父在訓我什麼、教導我什麼也根本沒聽進去
不知道是打累了,還是打到心軟了,家父終於停手了。命令我整晚罰站反省、不准睡覺後
便上樓離去。一開始我還是生氣的,但站久變冷靜了。為了避免受苦,我提起膽去跟家父
撒謊。我懺悔,假裝自己已深深反省,表示不會在犯。最後受到原諒,這件事情也
告一段落
此後,我碰到火的不再跑第一了。也不會刻意去燒一些東西。但這不是對玩火感到無趣,
其實心底還是非常非常的想玩火,甚至是想放火。這是出之於害怕被責備、怕危險、怕家
人難過而做出的反應
歲月流逝,我長大成人。不管多愛玩火的孩子長大後也會對火感到無趣。但我卻依然執著
於火。或許這就是我的本性吧
就像壓不住性慾一樣,我也壓不住想玩火的衝動。已經忍了十幾年,就要忍不下去了。我
想放火;想燒東西。想看大火吞噬一切。但我姑且也算是個成年人。是經過社會化的。不
會想犯法,更不想傷害人
請問鄉民要怎樣才能合法燒東西呢?或是哪裡有專門讓我這種人放火的地方。單純烤肉或
是燒紙錢什麼的已經滿足不了我了。我想要的是放火。看火把一些東西燒成灰燼才滿意。
我有把一些家裡不要的東西收集起來。大多都是木質物品,燒起應該沒有太多污染。量不
多,約一個垃圾袋。希望有地方能讓我燒......或是有什麼工作能放火的嗎?
懇請鄉民幫幫我呀......
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