[請益] 我想死,請阿彌陀佛來接我
各位佛友好,我已經失業六年了,因為沒有錢,生活上過的很痛苦,
我很想自殺,可是又不敢,因為看了佛經上說自殺的下場會很慘,
我以前在中研院近史所上班,那裡管人事的小姐錢慧華就是因為欠下
三百多萬的卡債,跳樓自殺身亡.最近又看到關中的女兒關雲娣也是
跳樓自殺身亡,每次看到這種新聞,我都會悲從中來,想起自己失業六年的遭遇,
我有精神病,已經住過精神病院五次了,可是出院後都沒有好轉的現象,
我有嚴重的失眠,就是晚上都睡不著,白天只能小睡一會兒,吃的藥是第三級毒品fm2,
可是吃十幾粒也睡不著,
半夜就用訊雷下載大陸的電影,看電影度過整個半夜.
又因體力很差,很容易累,因此白天無法去工作,最近有找到藍海保全的保全員,
和魏清海太陽餅學徒的工作,可是都是因為晚上失眠很嚴重,白天根本無法去上班,
我今天又大哭一場,一直念南無阿彌陀佛,不想再活下去了,希望阿彌陀佛能在幾天內,
接我到西方極樂世界,可是一直死不了,活著又很痛苦,真的不知道該怎麼辦.
對不起各位佛友,看了我這一堆抱怨的文章,可是我真的找不到可以傾訴的人,
其實您們可以不用理我,可是我真的很想
在幾天內請阿彌陀佛帶我到西方極樂世界,我念佛的數目已經破好幾萬了.但是沒有感應,
也沒有瑞相出現,請問我現在應該怎麼辦?(我的根本上師是止貢噶舉朗欽加布仁波切)
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