[心情] 分手真的好痛
9月12日,我生日的前一天
這天,妳剛從日本回來,下班要去看牙醫
兩個禮拜沒看到妳了
買了妳最愛的三眼怪,想給妳個驚喜
因此早早下班跑到牙醫診所外等著妳
妳看到我沒有高興的心情,臉上帶著疲憊的眼神
不知從什麼時候開始,我看不到妳看著我高興的眼神
以前即使只是一個禮拜不見
再見面時往往都是喜悅的心情
陪妳看完牙醫,妳說有話要跟我說
其實那時我就已經做了最壞的打算
兩人一起走到河堤,或許這是最後一次牽手了
妳哭著對我說
妳對我沒有愛情了
有了另一個欣賞的同事
我問還有挽回的機會嗎
妳說不想傷害我
原來六年的感情真的沒有什麼重量
比不上認識幾個月的人
我沈默了
整個分手過程我沒有哭
也許是這幾個月來已經在心裡面想過很多次這個場景了吧
明知道妳已不再愛我
還幻想著10月的日本行我們感情能夠恢復
但始終無法撐到那時候
陪妳走回捷運站
給了妳最後的擁抱
看妳走了之後
我淚崩了
像個傻瓜一樣走在頂溪捷運站
不時回頭看妳還在不在
但妳已遠去
回家後想起以前種種
曾經覺得我們會一起到老
一起規劃的未來
現在都消失了
人生中第一次哭得這麼慘烈
或許是初戀的關係吧
六年的感情
放的多重,傷得就有多深
早上騎車的時候,邊騎邊哭
上班的時候,只要一放鬆下來就想到妳
不管是辦公室、家裡
台北的任何一個地方
都能想到妳
分手真的很痛
或許時間能沖淡傷口吧
但沒有妳的日子時間過得好慢好久
9月13日 我生日
分手第一天
我還是愛著妳
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