[心情] 被劈腿了
交往五年的男朋友,劈腿了
我們見過對方的家人,而他的父母也問過我好幾次什麼時候要結婚
我們也曾笑著說等大學畢業,他當兵回來就要結婚
他是個很會社交的人,常常有聚會
我很宅,不太喜歡出門
所以我常常在家幫他做一些文書雜務,讓他出門處理人際關係
我之前幫他拿手機時,一則臉書訊息剛好傳過來
我才發現,他有另一個女朋友,是來台灣的交換生(他是接待交換生的義工)
臉書裡滿滿都是他們愛的訊息
他們每個禮拜會一起吃飯一兩次(這是他說的,我覺得應該不只…)
而他也多次騙我是和同性友人出門,結果事後一問,其實是和那個女生在一起
我不懂,我真的不懂
為什麼要這樣傷害人呢
他說,那個女生知道他有女朋友,他也說,那個女生有男朋友了
我的回答是,你們這兩個賤人
我無法接受,於是我痛打了他一頓,雖然打的時候,他還不停的說:太小力了
…這人真是太賤了,對吧?
但是更賤的是我,因為在他哭著對我說對不起之後
我完全無法控制自己想要繼續和他在一起的念頭
他為了取得我的原諒
他把臉書帳號刪了、手機交給我(手機是我買的)、
租屋處鑰匙也還我(房租是我付的)
他還說願意刺青警惕自己,從此重新做人
但是,我還是好難過
我有時會無聲的吶喊,喊著誰來救救我,把我從這種痛苦裡拉走
手上還留有自殘的傷痕,但是怎麼痛都比不上心痛
跟他繼續在一起,很痛
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※ 編輯: goyourmom 來自: 140.112.191.230 (06/14 14:51)
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我想試著原諒,但是被傷的好重,怎樣都無法回到從前…
無法離開的原因還有,離開的話我完全沒辦法想像未來怎麼辦
※ 編輯: goyourmom 來自: 140.112.191.230 (06/14 14:57)
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不要趁機推坑啦,不過我笑了(難得的笑啊…)
愛的訊息就是男女朋友間的我愛你你愛我吃飯了沒睡了沒你好漂亮你最可愛…
嘖,越打越想砸營幕…
※ 編輯: goyourmom 來自: 140.112.191.230 (06/14 15:02)
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