Re: [求助] 想安心上路了
※ 引述《easy0803 (天地不容客)》之銘言:
: 之後,婚後我仍租屋,過了4年,我因為小孩及經濟問題,只好妥協搬進岳母家住,為了
: 省錢,我犧牲掉男人的尊嚴,一直住到現在,當然岳母很幫忙的擔任親屬保母照顧我的小
: 孩,但是我一直覺得自己非常窩囊。
: 除了一個月只賺3萬多,這兩年我沒臉去靈骨塔見我親生父親,而我知道我往生的父親也
: 覺得我很窩囊!我父親並不想見我,因為他會沒面子.
: 至於生母那邊,已經6年沒有聯繫,因為她不喜歡我打擾她的家庭。
: 可是我又不甘願,我不甘願一個人死,我死了只會讓仇人高興而已.
: 加上,我有心臟病,每天要吃藥控制4次,所以更想終結掉自己.
: 所以我想請教大家:我該怎麼辦?
跟我一樣,努力有功能的活下去?
我現在在吃新陳代謝科,心臟內科跟中醫開的藥,一天吃5次吧?心臟內科醫生跟我說我
隨時有暴斃可能,我父親跟哥哥分別在前年跟去年過世,醫生開的診斷書都是心臟相關
疾病...
我身邊現在有三個女生要顧,失智加帕金森症的老媽,護理中心月費35000起跳,3歲的寶
寶,保母費一個月16000,不知啥時給我出點問題的老婆跟她那一家子,搞錢付帳單都來
不及了,我岳母重殘,不太可能幫忙照顧小孩
你怎麼安心走?老婆小孩怎麼辦?我的心不太安的起來,有功能的活著,起碼還能處理下
帳單,雖然我對老媽的病無能為力,寶寶我也不太會帶,還可以做點事...
又不是為仇人活,是為所愛的人活下去,想讓仇人不爽?可以,你過的更好就行
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