[閒聊] 第一份工作的心情消失
大家安安
這禮拜一開始做了第一份工作
目前做了5天 每一天的心情都比前一天更糟
越來越憂鬱
但其實這份工作的優點不少
像是離我家很近(騎車12min 我家算偏僻 能找到那麼近的真的很難)
主管願意慢慢教白紙的我
但缺點就是
薪資偏少
辦公室環境很窒息(氣氛與格局都是)
這裡除了我 其他人的年齡幾乎都是我兩倍以上
完全不知道要聊什麼
拿單據給其他單位時 也戰戰兢兢
辦公室完全寂靜是常態
加上我轉移重心進行得有點慢
目前還在調適 還是非常懷念大學生活
也還沒辦法完全接受我要被綁在一個地方8小時以上
這樣悶悶的辦公室氣氛讓我更痛苦
常常資料打一打就哭出來
回家也一直哭
每一天都很憂鬱
這兩天假日情況也沒有好轉
跟家人講話時也只能小小聲的 怕哭出來
睡覺也很不安 常常夢到前打工處的同事 或畢業典禮
早上一睡醒就開始煩
一直覺得心臟被捏緊快要喘不過氣
跟朋友訴苦的話就會更想念之前上學的時候
就會更想逃避、更討厭現在
我知道一定會被說過太爽
但大部分新鮮人從爽爽大學生活到被關起來的職場生活
到底都怎麼自我調適
真的不知道現在生活重心跟目標是什麼
工作上也沒有得到成就感
薪資也不是太巨大的渴望(當然也會想要)
同事完全是陌生的牆壁
每天都做得好痛苦
又覺得這工作不錯了到底還在不開心什麼
朋友都還要花一小時以上通勤呢
責怪自己之後就更加心累
頭髮大量掉了一堆
無時無刻都在嘆氣QQ 快發瘋了
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