[心得] 習武兩年多的迷惘......消失
我是位年滿30歲不久的工程師
過去,我是個完全沒運動習慣的阿宅,連體育課都只懂坐在旁邊聊天
直到家人離開後,一個人過著渾渾噩噩生活,游走街頭時,
因緣際會進入一間跆拳道武術技擊道館學習,一學就是兩年多。
或許很多人認為我進道館就是要減肥之類,但對我而言,修身養性的成份較高。
這邊年長的教練是位良師益友,他總是像親友般關照我很多地方,
而道館的同學們人也都很好。
只是,從白帶到現在已紅黑帶,我常會被唸資深同學唸
"明明都很認真出席和上課,也都紅黑帶了,這些動作你都還打不好,
表示你都沒專心聽啊!也練得不夠勤!不然以你的色帶,程度應該不只這樣!"
甚至私下請教動作時,他們對我的要求也非常細、到位,一個動作沒做到好
就不讓我學下一個,這是他們跟教練不太一樣的地方,教練是什麼都想教你。
但......我明明很努力了
而且多的是下課完就拍拍屁股走人的學員,他們程度也不強,而我並非如此,
下課完還是會繼續訓練。
但那些學員卻不會被唸這些,而我卻會被唸......
我知道資深學員立意良善,但真的讓我很受傷,
也多次質疑自己是不是真的很不配自己的色帶、辜負人期望......
我把這樣的心情傳達給教練,他只跟我說:
"你是來跟我學的,不是跟他們學的,你管他們怎麼說。"
問題是,很多像場形的部分教練也常會要我去請教他們啊!
(我們道館較重實戰)
到頭來,我是不是只會讓人失望了......
發自內心感慨,除了修身養性,下班後來這邊其實我也想要多點的笑容和鼓勵的......
好不容易從中獲得一些成就感,卻隨著級數上升,反而覺得自己好弱
都要回頭加強基本動作.......
我有這樣的感覺
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