[外絮] Cyanide離隊聲明消失

看板LoL作者kaneggyy時間11年前 (2014/12/06 00:35)推噓12(12推 0噓 7→)

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https://www.facebook.com/fnaticCyanide/posts/798421130217589 Hello everyone, long time no post ! 嗨大家，好久沒發文！ Many of you probably read already that I'll be retiring from playing competitive League for now. It was a huge decision for me and by no means an easy one but I've considered it for a while now. 你們可能已經知道了，我將會從職業LoL中退休。對我來說這是個很大的決定，也絕對不是一個簡單的決定，不過我已經考慮這件事情一陣子了。 Ever since season 3 world championships I didn't like the game as much. I got totally burned out there and really never regained my thrive to play. Entire season 4 I wasn't able to play as much and stay focused as I was before just due to simple boredom of the game. I tried my best but overall I feel like my season 4 was disappointing from my part and I didn't play at the level I used to. I had my moments, but I'm incredibly self critical and put a ton of pressure on myself and I considered retiring already during the season as I was unhappy. I decided to play until the Championships as I thought I'd be able to get my shit together and perform as I did in the past. 自從S3世界大賽後我就不再像以前一樣喜歡這遊戲了。我感覺完全燃燒殆盡，而且再也沒有取回我之前玩的動力。整個S4我沒辦法玩的像以前那樣多而且專注於遊戲上，單純因為我厭倦了。我儘我所能的做到最好，但是我覺得我的S4 整體來說是令人失望的，我也沒有回到我以往的水平。我曾經有過我耀眼的時刻，但是我一直是個自我要求很高的人，所以其實季中因為我真的不開心而考慮退休。我最後決定打到世界大賽結束，因為我覺得我應該可以想辦法提高並回到我以往的水準。 However, that was not the case. I always told everyone that the time to retire as a pro is when you lose the passion for the game and that arguably happened to me already a year ago but I wasn't able to recognize it. I thought I could force myself to practice and keep up focus through sheer power of will but I was wrong. That being said, I still enjoy playing League more casually, just not the insane hours required to be a top competitive player in tournaments. I always played multiplayer games with the goal in my mind to be the very best like noone ever was. I see now that is not possible with League as I am now. I hate the thought of playing a game competitively with the goal of being average which I could easily do but that's not who I am. 然而這沒有發生。我一直說作為一個職業玩家，當你喪失對遊戲的熱情的時候就是你該退休的時候，而這或許一年前就發生在我身上了，只是我沒有認知到這件事。我覺得我可以靠意志力強迫我自己練習並且專注在遊戲上，但我錯了。我依然很享受偶爾玩玩LoL，但是不再像以前一樣可以投入大量時間去維持競技狀態。我的目標總是成為最佳，我了解到現在的我已經不可能在LoL中達成這件事了。我討厭那種玩職業電競但是目標卻只是想當一個一般水平的選手的想法，這我可以輕易辦到，但是這不是我會做的事。 The only team I want to play is in one with my friends and especially xPeke. My job has insane perks that I hate to lose but I would never want to drag down my friends due to simple lack of motivation. As I mentioned before, forcing yourself to do something you do not enjoy only goes so far and I learned it the hard way. 我唯一想待的隊伍就是和朋友一起的隊伍，特別是xPeke。我討厭輸，但是我不希望因為我缺乏動力的問題拖累我的朋友們。正如我先前所說，強迫自己去做一件自己不想做的事是走不了太遠的，而我用很痛苦的方式學到這件事。 I'd like to thank all the wonderful teammates I've worked with during these 4 years and Fnatic for being a top sponsor in this crooked business we know as esports. Also a huge thanks to all my fans, I hope you guys aren't too sad with the announcement as I hate to disappoint you guys. 我要感謝過去四年我所有一起打過的隊友們和Fnatic，一個頂級的電競組織。當然我也要感謝我所有的粉絲們，我希望你們不要因為我這份聲明太難過，因為我討厭讓你們感到失望。 It is very possible I will play again in the future as I'm young and I know that if I regain my thrive I can easily be one of the best again. I'll still stay involved in esports as it is something I love working with. This is not the end! I'll start streaming frequently and making videos and hope my best these 1 000 000 hours of League experience won't go to absolute waste. I will still focus on improving but luckily soloQ is a totally different game in which I don't have to worry about my teammates as they are going to be stupid anyway. I have another announcements to make but the future still seems a bit unsure so I have to wait until a different time. 未來我還是有可能歸來，我還年輕，如果我能找回動力的話我知道我還是可以回到最頂級的水平。我會繼續待在電競圈裡，這是我喜歡的環境。這可不是結束！我會開始更常開實況，做一些影片，希望讓我在LoL中的這麼多經驗不會浪費掉。我會盡力專注於進步，不過幸運的是單排是不同的遊戲，我應該不需要太擔心，反正我的隊友們都會很笨。我還有另一件想宣布的事，但是因為還不太確定所以我會選另一個時間再宣布。 An end to something awesome is sad but might mark a start of an era for something even better! 一件好事的終結或許代表另一個更好的時代即將開始！ TL:DR; Retiring for the time being but still staying involved in esports. Season 4 was shitty and made me salty. 懶人包：暫時退休但是不會退出電競圈。我的S4過的很慘讓我有點難過 -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc), 來自: 114.38.65.200 ※ 文章網址: http://www.ptt.cc/bbs/LoL/M.1417797331.A.828.html

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