[心情] 婚姻經營是難事...
我原本是遠距版的鄉民...
後來...我們決定在一起...
離開南部的大太陽.,.
來到了有九降風的地方....
.
雖然遠距的思念很濃....
但我卻很捨不得放棄自由的生活...
而且我很清楚結婚與戀愛是不同的...
另一半告訴我...不要想那麼多...
他要我不要再想那些婚姻的現實面了...
沒有那麼糟糕的....
現在我結婚六年了...
也生了兩個小孩....
心裡的感受真的很深....
兩個人在一起...怎麼孤單感更深了...
流淚的時間也變多了...
他沒有任何越軌的行為...
也是個愛小孩的爸爸...
只是....他好像永遠都不知道我和小孩需要什麼...
生活中的大小事和兩人之間的互動...
永遠都是我告訴他下一步要做什麼...
他是個工程師...
每天都只需要輸入指令就會去動作...
娘家的人來家裡幫我...
他就一幅什麼都不干他的事一樣...
甚至外出時...
旁人都一直在幫我..弄小孩..
而他就只是低頭滑手機..
這些都令我非常的難過與難堪...
更扯的是...
他告訴我...他們家沒有過生日的習慣...
但我卻幫他們家的每個人過生日..他也很開心...
而我的生日...
卻用fb留私訊給我...
一個睡在我身邊的人居然這樣子對我....
當我生氣時...
他也完全不敢來跟我講話...
我必須要一直看著小孩的臉...
保持自己的理智...
告訴自己是為了維持婚姻而必須做理性溝通...
而且..他明知我躲在廁所哭..
他也只是趕快跑去睡覺..
今天的情緒爆炸了...
告訴他"我就是太愛他所以才被蹧踏的這麼慘"...
第一次甩門....
害我的小孩一直問我怎麼了怎麼了...
我心裡真的覺得很對不起他們...
婚姻的經營只有一方在溝通...
而另一方卻完全冷處理...
他今天睡客廳去了...
什麼話都沒說...
我真的不想再怎麼辦了...
我....真...的...好....累...了...
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