Re: [心情] 終於知道什麼是受傷消失
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我媽也是 (她是基督徒,不過我家不論是基督教的、佛教的、一貫道的,通通恐同)
直接說:「怎麼可以讓他們結婚,這樣誰要來生孩子...」
聽到這個我心在淌血
你女兒就想和自己心愛的女人結婚生子
如果不是有你們這種人
還偏偏是自己最親的人
我需要逼自己去跟男人成家嗎
我只是無法抛棄家族直接自殺而已
但我想死,一直都沒變過
從我知道自己無法被家人接受開始
而我也無法跟自己愛的人在一起開始
我就只想早一點死
現在我只求,早早盡了對家族的義務後
天可憐我,早點結束我這一生
過這種違背自己本性的生活
每天都好痛苦,只能一直演戲
欺騙自己也欺騙別人
人生是充滿了許多虛偽
但完全的虛偽,讓人無法呼吸
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