[心情] 結束了這四年,在我踏上40歲時
吵吵鬧鬧,恩恩愛愛,一切突然就像一場夢似的,醒了什麼都沒了,你已投入別人的懷抱,在我人生過了4字頭的當下。
哭不出眼淚,很是疲憊,但是一個可以暢飲談心的朋友都沒有,人到了40歲就是這樣嗎?突然想起年輕時候還意氣用事的希望別活到40。
還有餘力再去重建一個家嗎?一點自信都沒有,身材垮了頭髮也少了,在這圈子還能有多少生存條件呢?
明天一覺醒來依然要面對空洞的生活,而笑容也許就會一直迷失在夢裡。
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