[碎嘴] 今天上課真的很難過
其實我一直是一個有一點過度自卑的人
以前我高中畢業的時候胖到九十公斤
雖然我有一七五那麼高
可是九十公斤真的是有一點不健康
到大學之後
這幾年慢慢的瘦了
現在大概在七字頭徘徊
有時候我會自卑到不想出門
只想在家裡哭
不知道自己能穿甚麼
覺得自己好胖好醜不敢出門怕別人指指點點
活得好累
這學期修了一堂課
那堂課上有很多很多很不禮貌很討厭的男生
我知道他們很多話都是在講我
我聽在耳裡可是我不能哭我也不敢哭
我不知道我要做甚麼反應比較好
我覺得我好不快樂
胖有罪嗎礙到別人了嗎
我是不是真的很胖很醜
我現在每天都在鏡子前面問自己
我都好想哭
是不是不能怪他們這樣
只能怪自己不夠努力沒有再更瘦一點
我吃得不多也有在運動
對
我承認我一七六又七字頭是很胖很狀很像男人
可是每次被指指點點的時候
我都好難過
因為我覺得我媽媽生我我爸媽那麼疼我
我不是來給你們指指點點的
打一打就哭了
身邊都是很瘦的人
每次跟他們說他們也只是說
你又不胖你只是比較高阿
可是我覺得好難受
根本不知道怎麼發洩出來
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