[心情] 活著真的好辛苦
從以前就一直很怨恨父母為什麼要把我生出來
我根本就不想活著
從小的上學記憶都不快樂
去學校沒什麼朋友
明明沒做的事還會被汙賴是我說的
一個可以說話的對象都沒有
是可以跟誰說
那些人到底說話有沒有長腦
從以前就很常把自已的心封閉不讓任何人闖進
好不容易高中生活有比較快樂一點
慢慢願意打開心防
一直到人生第一次經歷什麼是全心全意相信一個人
最後他卻背叛你離去
熱戀時說的好聽話
什麼狗屁鬼承諾
分手只剩你一個人要接受
明明每天都活好痛苦
卻要欺騙自己我要過的比他好
雖然因為受刺激
比較少想死的念頭
因為有一天我一定要讓他後悔
目前一直是抱著這樣的日子過每一天的
也慢慢活出跟以前不同有自信的自已
但現階段真的完全不想再交新的
完全不敢再碰感情
只想一個人過下半輩子
卻漸漸覺得活著真的好辛苦
當人明明是那麼累的事情
為什麼還一堆宣導要人不要輕易自殺
看什麼都覺得人是世上最虛偽的動物
如果可以
下輩子真想當動物
有些動物都比人類可愛。。。。
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