[心情] 很愧疚 但捨不得分手
小弟長期在國外 讀master degree
女友在台灣 我們大概半年見一次(除去我放假時間回台灣)但每天我們都會視訊
但前段時間
可能因為被教授噹了心情不好
回家後一個人就開始喝酒
然後想起自己回國後 不知道能做什麼工作 學業也沒起色 跟女友遠距離也不知道堅持的
了?
我就做了一件很後悔的事
我藉著酒意。。點開了一個escort的網站
然後隨便約了一個 付錢了事
也許是壓力太大 真的需要排解
但發洩過後 我陷入了更大的痛苦
不敢點開女友的line和他聊天 雖然我知道她肯定不會知道
很內疚 她對我那麼好 在台灣等我回去 我卻做這種事
我想過 懲罰自己 和女友說實話 她會放生我吧
但我做不到 我還是愛她 好幾年在一起了 無法割捨
但內心的內疚感 真的受不了
到底該怎麼辦?我發誓我以前沒有過這樣的經歷 以後也不會有
我應該把這件事當成秘密嗎
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這不算劈腿吧…?
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※ 編輯: baill852 (139.162.219.179), 06/29/2017 20:07:29
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我也是這麼想的 說出來只有傷害 還是往後好好愛她。噓我的我也都接受QQ
※ 編輯: baill852 (178.79.180.173), 06/29/2017 20:40:15
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希望自己也能忘了@@
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蛤…?我沒有精神出軌吧?
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