[閒聊] 大家有過自殺的念頭嗎?消失
希望大家沒有被標題嚇到,我沒事
只是光是身邊走了重要的人我就痛苦了一年而且還在持續中
所以每次想到父母如果走了我會怎麼樣
我就覺得我一定會去死吧
也常常覺得我是不是乾脆現在跟愛的人都死在一起
以後就不用面對離別的痛苦
今天夢到不好的夢,所以跟媽媽討論了一下
媽媽問我說所以如果她病了我一定會帶著她生活的吧
我說對,我會帶著妳待在家,跟妳一起哪裡都不去
感覺快不行了的時候,就去買木炭回來和妳死在一起
結果我講完自己崩潰了一整天
想到就覺得如果我真的遇到了這麼一天,卻沒有這麼做的話
應該心痛也會痛死
不過我現在已經意識到自己
一整年來的痛苦跟還沒遇到就覺得一直很悲痛的想法
進而影響到生理上的這些狀況
可能需要去尋求專業醫師的協助
所以大家不用太緊張我這篇文的用意
我只是想抒發一下此刻的想法
跟很想知道有沒有人曾經有過不想活的念頭,然而那是為了什麼事而已
其實我是一個很樂觀的人,這只是我遇到人生中一個的大事件之後解不開的結
希望我將來能好好接受這件事情~
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