[心情] 我媽媽過世
媽媽週五下午過世 今天是第三個守靈的晚上
我拿出ipod, 獨自一個人,
終於想讓自己在寂靜得不得了的夜晚, 聽一些屬於自己的音樂
一開機的ipod停在"想要的得不到", 我聽了一下, 覺得感情不太對
便看著Tizzy Bac的所有歌 靜靜地思考 我現在想聽到怎樣的音樂
滾輪轉呀轉 我跳過了過去的我最愛的 "鞋喵夫人"
停在"You'll See"
前奏安靜的鋼琴旋律迴旋著
歌詞每一句好像都說著我那倔強古怪的個性
我想對媽媽的話 就算是站在靈堂前 還是都說不出口
只能扁著嘴 靜靜地掉眼淚
就算是哭泣 我也不想哭出聲音
不奢求哪天 我不要人懂
總在心底偷藏起這小美夢
這樣的溫柔已經足夠
我看著站在遠方的你依然如此美好如往昔
But you know,有些話就是不能明說
媽媽靈堂上的照片是我負責修掉背景的雜物 負責拿去相館沖洗的
大家都說相片選得好
連照片上的緞帶花, 都是我自己親手用兩條不同粗細的黑綢面緞帶
加上一條亮咖啡色的蕾絲作成的
多年時光 都溫柔經過
那麼多人 來了又走
在這匆忙的世界裡 失去什麼 受不受傷 都一樣
But you know,只有你是如此絕對不同
一個人漸漸成熟 就會笑著淚流
總有些遺憾要學會放開
活到這把年紀也該明白
惠婷的歌聲這麼地溫柔
在深夜裡好像只屬於我一個人
到底怎樣才能算是愛 請不要靠的太近
我背後柔軟的傷痛 不想讓人觸摸
但在你轉身瞬間
淚在心底成了河流
媽媽 妳順順走
2007/3/26 02:55
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