this week...
ok, i finally started my study in the library this week,
it's good that i even got a diligent company--- mazada
but i took a day break today since he's off for a test today...
i know i sound like making an excuse here,
but here's i've been thinking these days...
"do we just lost our direction in life after we got out of school??"
it may sounds boring since many of us have thought about it before the graduation,
some ppl seem to have a more clear direction for them to go,
but some are still trying hard to figure out where the next step is now,
just like me.
i'm preparing for an exam these days, for some subjects i don't even have a clue about it.
of course i tried to get every possible resources i could get,
but still, sometimes i feel like i lost my focus and not sure if i'm heading for the right direction,
just as i can't help wonder if it's worthy to make this change to my career sometimes...
it's like, now, no one is gonna tell me which textbook is a must-read to get pass some mid-term,
or there's no past exam essays to refer to...
all u got here is only the "NAME" of the subjects of the test ur gonna take...
cool~ huh?!
well, i can take it as a good experiment though...
to see how i'm gonna solve this situation,
but sometimes i really wish i could have a "mentor" or someone to give me some hints in life...
just like you need a good leader at work, who can make examples for you
to save you from some troubles at learning,
it's a good traditional way to learn and pass down knowledge and skills back at old times actually,
but guess now we're more eagor for the self-learner, independent type of personality??
to show we're more competitive, more perspective, more??
i'm short of vocabulary here...
well, i think Amy gave me a good hint today.
she said these two years after graduation, it's like a stage of change for her in many way~
sometimes we just need some time to experience, to learn, to figure out our own way.
and we'll turn more mature and grown up gradually...
it's good to hear that she enjoys her job now~
at least she found one of her focuses in life~ (Keep up your good work, Amy!!)
i think i need to be more patient on my study too...
hope i can find my own way out soon...
btw, we saw "the bourne identity" today,
it's ok, not so good as my friend told me though...
not really a spy-action movie, i expected for more "action"~~
well, i'm more looking forward to sth different lately...
sth more "retro"... like the movie " little women" i saw on HBO last night~
ppl are more "with manners" back then...
ok, don't wanna drag this too long, just share some of my thoughts in life with you here...
it's a "privilege" of the "unemployed" group members--- free time!!!
haha...
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尼采說過的"真理是供批判而非供膜拜的"
也許~~感情亦如是~
我還是你口中那個 "成熟而稚氣,吵鬧而沉默,
討厭裝腔作勢的權威和約定俗成的規矩
但,值得寄予一切關於愛的幻想...... " 的那個人....
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