Re: I think I'm gonna die~~
※ 引述《mrssydney (save for the day)》之銘言：
: I'm sooo tired today...
: And I think I'm gonna die..
: Suddenly... I found that I'm so alone...
: So not knowing what to do with my life..
: So not knowing my reason of existing....
: So not knowing if I can go on anymore......
: I want to dye my hair white... just a patch...
: And wear black and white lip sticks...
: What do you guys think??
: And maybe get a tatoo or something...
: And some silver jewelries...
: And plenty of black clothing.....
: This is the way I feel now....
: So lost... so not knowing what to live for.........
: The world seem so strange and impossible to understand...
: Everything seem so much like a illusion.... so unreal... but real.....
: Really messed up......
: What should I do??
once a teacher called me world-weary,
i smiled and stared at him, not saying a word
i do not consider myself antisocial,
every individual struggles while thinking seriously
for thinking itself is serious and we as humanbeings have only limited intelligence
life is absurd. and the reality is alike.
when certainty no longer exists in life, what exists still?
when nothing can provide us certainty and stability
when we have to carry our own responsibilities on,
when we struggle in dilemma, in despair,
what provides us answer and strength to go on?
no one can provide answers for us but ourselves
oftentimes i find those answers i need are in my mind
all i have to do is to discover them
and that answer will be the one i've been searchign for,
the one i feel comfortable accepting
the one i need
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