Re: [正經] 沒有救到他
看到這標題,讓我想到我學姐
一位讓我蠻敬佩的前輩
她在很多年前是一位超強的小兒心外
選修小兒心外的原因是她自己當初就是被救下來的活口
所以她一頭栽入這科時,我們都不捨但也理解
可是,對,就是那個可是
院裡啥都不強,就專愛收什麼疑難雜症的
一但丟去小兒心外是開一個,走一個,開二床,跑一雙的
幾年下來,她心力憔悴到心灰意冷
明明不是技術的問題
明明不是時間的問題
但能救下來的就真的都是命
做沒幾年,她就退下來去種菜了
真的給我跑去種什麼開心農場
還記得在休息室時她用那無神的表情跟我說
我到底為什麼要做這行?
有些明知救不回來的,卻得要下手當劊子手
有些可能救回來的,卻會走在莫名其妙的併發症
人家來賭命,我們來通殺?
救人說是很好聽啦,但通常是誰也救不了誰
很無語也無奈
後來她不婚也不生,我們想她真的是怕了
其實,生死有命,你勉強不來的
好好珍惜你身邊的人
不要到了來不及說再見的那一天才想起來
人啊,要是活在回憶中,還蠻苦的
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