Re: [外絮] Chawy FB消失

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翻譯大賽開始囉~ ※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之銘言： : https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319 : Chawy : 4 分鐘前 : Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been : banned from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure : how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done : during March 2014. 大家好，我很抱歉必須告訴你們這個消息。我因為一件在2014年三月的代打事件而被禁止在一段時間內參加任何LOL競賽(但時間多久還不清楚)， : For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading : below. 對我的故事感到興趣的請繼續閱讀。 : I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even : though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where : E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win : made me who I am today. 我從十四歲就開始打比賽了。儘管在新加坡這不是最聰明的選擇─這裡並不承認電競─ 我仍選擇了這條道路，我對遊戲和勝利的渴求造就了現在的我。 : I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010 : WCG and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because : at that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed : playing LoL. 我在Riot邀請我參加2010 WCG並取得第三名的時候開始打LOL。我從DotA/DotA 2轉打LOL ，因為當時LOL每年多了很多比賽，而且我也很享受打LOL。 : During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they : started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come : true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many : people would do anything just to get into that team. Sadly, they didn't chose : me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed : because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not : picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team : with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended : up getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed : to take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a : slot. 在2012年年初SGS( Team Singapore Sentinels )建立時，他們開始尋找我們伺服器的玩家，進入SGS就像夢想成真，這是我所知道的第一支支薪的職業隊伍，人們會為付出一切只為了加入，但是很可惜的他們並未選擇我─因為我正在服役。我很沮喪因為多數的人都認為我是我們區域最佳的選手，但我並未被選擇、甚至未被詢問。但我沒有放棄，我開始和我在天梯上的朋友建立另一支隊伍，我參加了所有的比賽且總是拿到第二名，只輸給SGS且有時能打敗SGS。那時SGS看到了我的天賦並提議給我一個位子。 : At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members, : of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic : training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am : -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm : released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue : training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management : told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of : their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not : allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated : playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I : loved. I wake up every 6 : in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings : at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was : my daily routine for over a year. 一開始我被提供一個遠多於原本的五名成員的月薪，我當然很開心的接受了。很幸運的是，我在兵役受訓結束後就被給予一個只需工作早上8點到下午5:30的位子，我每次一離營就趕去Garena的公司，並訓練到很晚才回家繼續訓練。這就像是我的夢想成真，但我並未想到幾天後主管告訴我基於預算問題我不會得到任何一毛錢。我很震驚，但既然我正在服役而不被允許得到額外的薪水，我接受了。我把在SGS比賽當作一件我愛的事情而不只是工作。我每天六點起床、趕去軍營、五點半結束工作、趕去Garena、10~11點結束訓練、趕回家、更多天梯訓練直到2~3點、睡覺、重複。那是我一整年的日程。 : Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other : teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had : to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get : from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to : each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month. : So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of : becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30 : Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against : players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players. : Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times. : I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I : completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the : hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least. : Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was : tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever : again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his : account. 很多人想說，嘿，Chawy因為表現而拿遠比其他隊員更多的薪水，但是事實是，我並"沒有"被給予薪水。我得為我自己的交通、食物、一切付錢，使用我從軍方得到的薪水(月薪400+新加坡元/*一新加坡元=23台幣)。我和我的隊友討論而他們同意給我每個月50新加坡元、共計每個月250新加坡元。所以為何我會在沒有薪水的情況下繼續待著？很簡單，我一直夢想成為一名職業選手，而SGS是第一步。我被給予一個30等的台灣伺服器帳號而且我很滿意。我能和GodJJ、Toyz、Westdoor和非常多相當優秀的選手一起玩。很幸運的是我成為台灣伺服器前五名好幾次。我在服役結束後和隊友有一樣的薪水，那是2013年9月之後的事情了。全力工作、貢獻最多、表現最佳而得到最少的薪水一直很不容易。大概在2014年2月，我離開了SGS，我們隊伍的戰績不好而且我累了。我想我可能永遠不會有機會去在主要的舞台比賽的機會了，這是那一名"朋友" 請我去代打的時間點。 : Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn : what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it. : It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to : trail : me. I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my : family, I decided to come to TPA. 我當然同意了。我沒有薪水，沒有未來，沒有任何東西。我得賺取一切，所以儘管那只是一筆小錢，我還是做了。 TPA接觸我當時的主管並說希望給我試訓是之後的事情了，我很開心，看見了一絲希望。經過和家人的長時間討論，我決定去TPA。 : The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no : money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a : tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly : costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/ : DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I : lent to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to : return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play : league now. I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad : that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted. 那位我幫忙代打的"朋友"事後並沒有給我錢，因為他說他沒有錢。我並不介意因為我已經在TPA有了穩定的薪水，但一件悲劇在2014年年末發生了，我對我兄弟的投資失敗而損失了一萬新加坡幣(我在DotA和DotA 2的勝利有賺了一點獎金)。那時我開始到處尋找我曾借錢給的人，包含那位我曾為其"工作"的"朋友"。但是他忽視我，不想給我錢，說他已經不打LOL了。我很生氣並持續糾纏他，我猜我讓他生氣了，所以這個"朋友"就告訴Riot和 Garena說我有代打。 : I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even : though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and improving,hoping to show the world what i'm capable of. Just as we're preparing for : World Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to happen. I was left speechless, and : heart broken. Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career : would end this close. 我在我的生涯已經走了很長的路，而且我會說今年是我的巔峰，儘管TPA的戰績已經沒有過去那麼好，我持續進步且正位2015世界大賽資格賽奮鬥，"這"必須成真。我對此很無言且心碎。我從沒想過這會在我身上發生，我的生涯幾乎結束。 : I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time. : I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach, : and translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more : disappointed than anyone else is. : Sorry. 我對於長期以來所有支持我的人都感到抱歉。我對於我自己的隊伍更加抱歉，包含我的主管、教練和翻譯人員。我從沒預期這會發生而我也比其他人同樣或更加沮喪。抱歉 -- 翻譯不佳請見諒。 -- 民主本質上只是一種手段，一種保障國內安定和個人自由的實用手段。它本身絕不是一貫正確和可靠無疑的。我們絕不能忘記，在一個專制統治下往往比在某些民主制度下有更多的文化和精神的自由——至少可能想見，在一個非常整齊劃一的政府和一個教條主義的多數民主的政府統治下，民主制度也許和最壞的獨裁制度同樣暴虐。～《通往奴役之路》，F.A.Hayek -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc), 來自: 220.135.69.106 ※ 文章網址: https://www.ptt.cc/bbs/LoL/M.1438503212.A.8AB.html

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