Re: [外絮] Krepo 退休消失

看板LoL作者james3434344時間9年前 (2015/04/29 04:31)推噓21(21推 0噓 0→)

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嘗試翻譯看看，如有錯誤或不順還請見諒。 Hello, A few months ago I came to you with the statement that it was "Do or die", "put up or shut up". Today i'm here to announce that it'll be the latter. Effective immediately i'll be retiring as a professional player. 嗨，幾個月前我曾經發布 "做或者死？"、"行動或是閉嘴？"的狀態，今天我在這裡宣布那將會是後者，我將立即地從一個職業玩家的身分退役。 it's hard to find the right words to describe the current situation, but i'll try to do my best. League of legends is the best thing that ever happened to me. I've had a pretty awesome career looking back. The only regrets I have is not trying a little harder, putting in a little more effort here & there, mostly season 3, and handling certain situations slightly different. I'm an emotional person, as much as I try not to be, and those emotions sometimes get the best of me. Then again, I've learned a lot in these years and have become a completely different person than I was 3-4 years ago when this was all set in motion. I hope changed for the better. 很難去找到正確的詞彙來形容近期的狀況，但我會盡力嘗試。英雄聯盟是發生在我身上最美好的事物，回首望去我曾經擁有不錯的職業生涯，唯一的遺憾是我還不夠努力，特別是S3的時候，如果我能更努力地去處理某些狀況或許會使它有所不同。我是個很情緒化的人，即使我試著讓自己不是，但那些情緒有時還是控制了我。在這些年我再一次的學習到很多並且成為一個完全不同的人，相較於3、4年前剛開始的我，我希望能改變得更好。 I've enjoyed being a player on the stage so much. It's the best feeling in the world, going on stage and have the crowd react, even cheer your name. Especially this split after being "out" for a while. To the LCS Berlin crowd, thank you so much, you have no idea how much it meant to me to hear you shout my name one more time. At least now I feel, i've had a chance to say goodbye. Even though I still played my last match without knowing it was the last, but at least somewhere I knew it could've been. 我很享受在台上做為一個選手，那是世界上最棒的感受，前往舞台並獲得群眾的回應，甚至是歡呼著你的名字，特別是在離開一陣子之後。對於LCS柏林的觀眾，非常謝謝你們，當聽到你們再一次地喊出我的名字時，你們不會知道那對我是怎樣的意義。至少我現在覺得，我有個機會可以道別。即使我不知道那將會是最後一場，我依然進行了最後的比賽對戰，但至少我知道它曾是。 But all good things come to an end. Lately I found myself having a little less fun with the game. Looking back i'm having a hard time finding 3 consecutive days where i've been truely happy in the last few months. Hell, i've been getting salty and even a tad toxic in soloqueue as of late. Most of it stemming from the fact that I care a lot about winning & playing the game correctly, but I think i've gone too far in that mindset sometimes. I've always said the moment playing this game stops being fun and feels like a grind, i'll retire. And i think that moment has finally come. 但所有美好的事物都會迎來結束。最近我覺得我自己在遊戲中擁有很少的樂趣，回想起最近幾個月，我很難找到連續3天是真的快樂的。該死的，近期在單排時我感到難過甚至是有稍微負面的傾向，這都起因於我非常在意勝利和正確地進行遊戲，但我認為有時這樣的心態太過度了。我一直在說當我無法在遊戲中感到快樂並覺得是種折磨的時候我就會退休，我想那個時刻終於到來了。 I've always wanted to be recognized as a great player. I think I truely can be (or could've been), or perhaps even am, in some ways. This year I somehow wanted to prove it to myself & the community. I take solace in the fact that a lot of my peers who i respect a lot (think of Rekkles, tabzz, forgiven, kasing & more) have all told me they thought i was a good player. And that honestly is enough. Looking at my track record it's obvious I will never be able to achieve what I did in season 2 ever again, and that's alright. I'll treasure the memories and work on what's next instead. 我一直想被認可為一個很棒的選手，在某些方面我認為我真的可以做到(或是曾經可以) ，或者已經是了；今年我想要去證明給我自己還有社群知道。事實上我從很多尊敬的同輩們(像是 Rekkles, Tabzz, Forgiven, Kasing & more)得到安慰，他們告訴我他們很真誠地認為我是個好選手。但從我的紀錄上很明顯看得出來我將不再可能像S2時一樣成功，但那也無妨，我會珍惜這段回憶並尋找下一段工作。 Over time i've learned i not only enjoyed playing the game, but also commentating and analyzing it for the viewers. I have a lot to learn to follow in the footsteps of some of the great casters currently present, but it's something I want to pursue. 我已經了解到我不只享受玩遊戲，也很享受帶給觀眾們評論跟分析。我還有很多需要一步步向那些近期很棒的主播學習，但那是我想要從事的。 It's pretty daunting to realize that i'll never play a competitive league of legends match ever again, but i just have to look at it positively, starting another chapter in the story that's my life. 去承認我將不再進行英雄聯盟的比賽是讓人沮喪的，但我需要正面積極的面對，去開始另一段我人生故事的篇章。 There's a lot of people I owe gratitude to for supporting me along the way, i'm truely grateful for your help/advice/comeradery. I'd make a list but there's too many. You know who you are. 我需要感謝很多支持我這段路的人們，我真誠的感謝你們的幫助/建議/(同袍情誼?)，我很想列張表但實在太多人了，你們知道你們是的。 Last i'd like to apologize to all fans that would've wanted me to play in this summer split & to Elements for not riding it out with them or being the change to get the team back on track. I wish them the best of luck and hope they make it to worlds. Thanks for reading, krepo out. 最後我想跟所有希望我在夏季賽出戰的粉絲還有Elements說聲抱歉，沒有辦法帶領他們脫穎而出或是改變讓隊伍能夠回到正軌。我希望他們有最好的運氣並邁向世界。感謝閱讀，Kreop在此退場。 --------------------------------------------------------------------- 又一個老將退役了，CLG.eu只剩Froggen(還有Wickd?)。 -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc), 來自: 220.128.218.246 ※ 文章網址: https://www.ptt.cc/bbs/LoL/M.1430253113.A.9C7.html

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