[問卦] 有人想要等父母走之後就要自殺的嗎?消失
對!!!
你又要說我沒有勇氣自殺
可是跟你說我差一點自殺成功
但那天在頂樓被我爸媽發現後
我看到他們的慌張的神情
我就跳不下去
奇怪
台灣的醫療不是頂尖的嗎
那為什麼花了再多錢都無法挽回
到底為什麼
可以不要一直折磨我嗎
我不懂
活著那麼痛苦為什麼還要活著??
曾經我有好多夢想
我想要做好多好多的事
可是為什麼要把希望從我生命中拿走
如果可以的話
我也想要好好交男友好好過我的大學生活
可是如果這樣就會拖累其他人該怎麼辦
為什麼世界不能公平一點
沒有人知道我的痛
不管是爸媽還是朋友
歡鬧的喧鬧聲後
我獨自一人哭泣
滿滿的笑容背後
有誰知道我的內心是在淌血
什麼樂觀三小的
馬的你們不知道樂觀其實很痛苦嗎
父母的安慰
朋友的疼惜
但卻沒有人可以真正體會
因為你們不是我
那天我問媽媽說
你為什麼要生下我
我看到媽媽差點哭出來
我知道我說了不該說的話
那一刻起
我知道我必須在父母面前表現出開心的樣子
當他們心中最棒的女兒
所以
有沒有人跟我一樣想要等爸媽過世後再自殺的...
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