I never should have let you go
Have you seen the drama
Neverflower that I mentioned?
In parallel worlds, I should be happy and joyful with you, right?
I can no longer explain the repeated encounters with you in my dreams over the years.
Whether it's life or a dream, it must be longing and missing that resonates in every cell of my soul.
You'll never comprehend the pain of constantly falling.
It’s an endless depth.
I still remember the days when I lay on the ground, watching the stars, smoking and drinking every day.
It was the most lost period of my life.
As I grow older, I just want to learn to stop the inner struggles and no longer do anything reluctantly for myself.
The blooming of the Neverflower has two meanings : the end of one season or the return of the blooming season again.
I still go back to that noodle shop.
I've been to many places we used to visit, trying to overwrite the memories.
I will always cherish them, but it's time for me to move on to a new life.
If I could, I would embrace you tightly.
“ I’m so eager to see you again
but I wouldn’t ask to see you
not because I’m proud
In fact, in front of you
I cede all my pride
yet only if you asked to see me
our meeting would be meaningful to me
Simone de Beauvoir, 1950”
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