[吐泡] 好悶
這應該是我第一次發文
潛水潛了兩三年了(我還真能潛阿)
如果不是最近真的有點煩悶 我想應該還是會繼續潛水吧!
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某天 有位小螃蟹跟我告白了!
是之前公司裡的工讀生(認識大約半年多 告白的當時我已經離職了!)
這位小螃蟹足足小了我四歲!
告白的當下我的心情是驚呀多過於開心的!
當天晚上回家告知了幾位較要好的同事 他們反倒是相當鎮定
彷彿早就料到一般 叫我快答應
說要是錯過這個 要遇到下個不長眼的還不知道要在等多久!
當天晚上就在大家的推波助瀾!!?? 以及抱著試試看得心情的情況下就答應了這隻螃蟹!
覺得在一起後才是真正的考驗 但那也許是對我而言吧!
以前我很習慣自己一個人 一個人逛街 散步 發呆
忽然生活裡多了一個人關心自己
漸漸的開始忘記自己一個人的時候該做些什麼
希望他有空的時候就能陪陪自己
但偏偏兩人都忙 他要上課 我要上班 當我放假時他要打工
時間卻怎樣都很難兜起來
當我自己獨處時 就會開始胡思亂想
覺得一個人的時候是不是反而比較開心呢?
不需要因為看到時間很晚他還沒回家而擔心
不需要因為他沒回簡訊而煩惱
不需要擔心他是不是騎車又騎太快
不需要想下雨了他有沒有帶傘
天變冷了 就會想到他老愛穿很薄會不會感冒
想找點事情給自己分散注意力 卻發現自己本來就是個寂寞枯燥的人
生活除了上班就是睡覺 好像再也沒做什麼其他的事情了
越是無聊 越是胡思亂想 有時候想到未來 也忍不住想嘆口氣
想了這麼多 還是自己在亂想 一個字也開不了口告訴他...
當他問起你怎麼了的時 我還是笑著說 沒有~我沒事!
我怎麼就這麼的口是心非咧....
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沒想到不知不覺就打了這麼長篇的廢話...
如果有人看完 真是感恩了!
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