[心情] 原來，他結過婚了。

看板CCRomance作者supreme78317 (supreme78317)時間13年前 (2011/02/03 05:40)推噓5(5推 0噓 52→)

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自介文文章代碼為？ 1. 請按 a ，輸入你/妳的id，找到自介。 2. 在自介文前按 Q ，會出現文章代號！ ----------------------(以上請勿刪除)---- hi,各位。在這新的一年先祝大家事事如意每天都要開開心心千萬不要像我一樣，在大年初一就看到男友和前妻的婚禮照片。前幾天M問我是不是該讓大家知道我目前跟誰交往中呢於是他FACEBOOK發出確認感情的訊息給我，我按了確認後就有種被認定的感覺了:) 大家開始詢問我跟男友認識的經過，交往多久了，他對我好不好等等等之類.. 老實說我跟M的事情只有CCR的版友知道而已XD ，因為這裡特別親切嘛 :D 我們說好彼此間沒有秘密的，我曾經也問過他前女友的事情，他只淡淡說了一句： She is a liar . 故事回到兩小時之前，由於M常常和他媽媽說我的事情，於是我就想說來看一下他媽媽的FB好了，沒想到我看到一本開放式的相簿，這開放式的相簿封面照片讓人不會想點進去，但沒想到GIGI(我家的貓咪)突然跑上來踩鍵盤，我滑鼠就不小心按下去了.... 這相簿時間是2009 / 3 月我剛開始只看到M的西裝照，還別了一朵花貌似參加某友人的婚禮.. 看到新娘的爸爸牽著新娘的手照片 - 接著下一張新娘的爸爸把新娘的手交給M - 下一張 M幫新娘戴上戒指 - 下一張兩人在大家面前簽了一張很像"從今以後我們永遠都要在一起" 的紙 - 接下來就是婚禮的派對。我心裡空空蕩蕩沒有任何思考，怎麼每次我深愛的人背後都有很大的秘密.. 大二的時候跟學校籃球隊學長在一起多羨煞旁人，愛得要死要活才知道他早已劈腿，礙於面子問題我還騙大家說我們其實只是個性不合，唉..女人啊.. 我看完照片覺得有點反胃，至少也要等我雪梨回來在讓我發現他曾經結過婚阿.. 我傳了一封簡訊給他： YOU MARRIED? M：NO , I'M NOT MARRIED 我：SHOULD I BELIEVE YOU? M：YES ,OF COUSE , YOU SHOULD! 我：WHY DONT TELL ME YOU ALREADY MARRIED? M：it's was a big mistake and already finished. i was going to tell you when you come. i was scared you might not want to be with me if you knew , i'm sorry , i know i should have told you , i did want to and i was always going to. it was very short and mistake and nothing left , so i hope this does not chang how u feel. i have no other secret and eveything i say to you has been true, i promise . i'm sorry baby , i hope you can forgive me. i hope this does not change your feeling.beacuse you mean more than anything to me. i know you are special to me beacuse the feeling i already have for you i have not felt for anyone before. plz dont left this one mistake of mine in the past stop us from being together , i know we are meant to be together.. 我： all bullshit. M：its not bullshit, i know you must be very upset and i really wish this did not happen to me in the past. i really do! i hope you dont judge for a mistake in the past and accept me for who i am now, what u mean to me and how you feel about me. baby, you really are the most important thing in my life right now. always what i think about, makes me smile and look forward to is you. you must know that is true, plz look deep in ur heart and believe to youself there is no room in my heart for anyone else and all i want is you! i have not even wanted to talk to any girls since i started being with you.i hope you can accept me,for the person the loves you and wants to be with you forever.i know i will do eveything to make you happy in the future and look after you and our family better than anyone.. i am still your baby , the one you love and think about , plz dont think differently now. 我一直沒在回傳，他又傳給我一封： baby , i need you now more than ever.. i'm so tired from too much work and not enough sleep and now without you (干我屁事喔),the only thing that maked me smile, happy and look forward , i have nothing. pls dont let me go beacuse of something in the past that happen before we met. ever since we are together i always give you all of me. all i want to do is love you, care for you and be with you.pls accept me for who i am. thinking i might lose you my heart hurts so much , i cant even explain how bad i feel.. i need you baby, dont take away from me the most important thing i have , i love you Ling. 你們怎麼看呢? 所以到底.. 實話說這方面經驗不是很多真的需要好多意見 :( 好的壞的也好.. 就算我還很愛他又怎樣呢，我覺得他媽媽還保持著婚禮照片搞不好就認定她是他唯一的女孩.. 我現在取消機票還來的急嗎? 不過我已經開票了.. -------------------------------------------- (分隔線後續) 這的確也是我自己的過錯，英文文法亂來一通得到的答案才會覺得對方再說謊不過當下怎麼會去想那麼多呢我想任誰看到自己的愛人跟前妻的婚禮照片多少都會不爽我們說好彼此間不要有秘密因為秘密對遠距離來說很容易瓦解生命共同體。經過一夜溝通，現在比什麼都好我道歉自己的英文他道歉自己沒有坦白雖然一開始看到照片真的杜濫心裡一直唸幹去死幹去死 (消音) 謝謝CCR 的SIS們給我這麼多建議並告訴我哪邊怎麼去想怎麼去搞明白而不是讓自己的錯還繼續錯下去如果沒有你們我還真不知道該怎麼辦 -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 125.233.78.248

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