[心情] 初戀被劈腿已刪文
借無ptt帳號的朋友代po
她需要安慰!!!
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我的初戀在27歲才遇見
在早戀的社會中略晚了一些
當初遇見他時曾有過很多甜蜜
他也為我許下很多承諾
雖是我的初戀
但因他表現給我的感覺穩定踏實
所以我們算以結婚為前提之下交往
過程中也付出了我的第一次
也許大家會覺得這沒什麼好說的吧
但對我而言卻非常珍貴與愛惜
是認定了才願意發生的
漸漸的久了,他厭膩了
對我的態度開始可有可無
我心裡知道,但只是不斷騙自己
也許是他工作太累
後來某天他突然提出了分手
很絕的把家的鑰匙收走
我一直自責自己是不是疏於關心他
兩個月來不斷努力想改變自己,和他復合
昨天卻聽見他朋友不經意的說
三月我們還沒分手時
他們公司辦了員工旅遊
那時他早就和公司女同事睡同間房
該做的都做了
在大街上十指緊扣甜蜜蜜放閃光
聽見後我真的徹底崩潰痛哭
全世界都知道他們公開在一起
包含他媽
而我卻是最後一個知道的人
不愛了,可以用這樣的方式割我的心嗎
不愛了,還可以在和她睡完後和我睡嗎
好痛,真的好痛
第一次全心全意付出一年半的感情
被踐踏得沒有退路
找不到出口宣洩
我是一個很傻的女孩
曾經發現過那個女同事傳清涼照給他
也曾經發現他們上上次公司旅遊時
座位坐一起
女方頭還靠著他的肩
這些他全都說只是巧合
朋友正常拍照pose
而傻傻的我因為相信他對我的愛
也就相信他不會對不起我
27歲才遇到這樣的事
真晚
好怕這輩子再也遇不到真心
覺得自己身體和心都被弄髒了
傷口需要好久的時間才能癒合....
感謝大家願意聽我的牢騷
只是找不到宣洩的管道
好想把心聲說一說。
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