[求助] 我很自私吧消失
從小照顧女友到大的長輩(姨丈公),去年中檢查出大腸癌末期,這段時間她一直很努力去
查資料,希望能找到方法治好,但可惜長輩年紀已大,化療後還是擴散了,很可能活不過
今年7月....
這段時間,我安慰著她,我相信會好轉,但隨著病情的惡化,女友也越來越常從台北搭車
回台南看望他們,而我們二人間相處的時間也越來越少了。
在得知病況惡化後,女友打算辦留職停薪或離職回南部去,不希望留下遺撼,並且希望我
們能在長輩所剩不多的日子裡結婚,因長輩說過這是他的願望。
我支持她的決定,但就在我打算回家跟父母說這件事時,看到年邁的父母,我突然不知該
如何開口,我不知道該說要結婚了,但我也要去南部找工作並定居,或結婚後老婆要分居
留在南部,女友常跟我說,姨婆跟姨丈公是她生命最重要的人,所以我知道,她回去後,
不管結果如何,應該不會回來了,她不會放下她們的,但我看著爸媽....我放不下...
今晚,我跟女友說,很抱歉,我沒辦法對我父母說出口這件事,因為我沒辦法扔下他們也
沒辦法跟他們說結婚後就要分居,她沒哭,只是淡淡的說她知道了,並祝福我,我也跟她
說,妳好好陪她們,不要留下遺撼,在開車回家的路上,想起過去的畫面,說著結婚後要
生幾個小孩,說著以後要去馬爾地夫渡蜜月,許許多多畫面浮上腦海,眼淚也流了下來
我覺得我很自私,如她常對對我說的,我差勁透了....
心痛的感覺告訴我,我真的很喜歡她,想娶她,但卻無法說出口的感覺告訴我,我也放不
下
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