[寶寶] 早已忘記當初想要小孩的初衷
從懷孕開始就沒有好日子過的自己
一直期待生下小孩,能夠結束各種限制的產婦日子
可能是基於人的本能,看到孩子我依然愛他
但我無法真正理解寶寶的哭聲想要表達的意思
面對一個不分日夜,只知道用大哭來表達需求的寶寶
我漸漸開始聽到寶寶哭聲就會焦慮
每天日子都是餵奶擠奶拍嗝換尿布、餵奶擠奶拍嗝換尿布
我望著窗外的太陽,覺得自己哪裡都去不了
即便出門了,也要像灰姑娘一樣趕在擠奶時間回到家
自由早在懷孕開始,就不屬於我的
家人已經提過不下百遍要我退奶
但,無法好好照顧寶寶的我,不是一位稱職的的媽媽
如果連母奶都無法堅持下去,我還能給寶寶什麼?
寶寶給人家照顧,我放心不下,自己又無法兼顧擠奶跟照顧寶寶
連好脾氣的先生都已經被我逼到瀕臨崩潰
如果
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我認真體會到自己真的不適合當媽媽
對不起我的孩子
也對不起自己的先生
問自己為什麼別人都可以撐過去
而自己卻什麼都做不好
誰能教教我該怎麼做.......
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