禮拜二晚上加班回家，發現房間地板都是沙塵
畢竟家裡在做工程沒甚麼好說的
然而詢問後是父親開門讓師傅進來房間用電
瞬間睡不著了
椅子，電腦，鍵盤，架子上、衣服
所有的東西蒙上一層灰
而且一直有陌生人踏進來自己房間的不適感
睡不著
所以一口氣吃了之前看診時留下來的安眠藥
總共50顆
終於可以好好睡覺了
然後沒甚麼意識了，大概是家人送急診吧
前天的事情就像是夢一樣
男友也有傳line來，只是當下我看不懂
在清醒一點的隔天一看
能接受我的病症的他提出分手
我們身處兩地，我出事他也趕不過來
我想我是自作自受
我不相信即使分手了還是朋友
一旦去掉那麼親暱的感情，又剩下什麼
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