[心得] 離家前的風暴
發現了這個版,心裡許多的委屈也終於有了出口。
我爸事業失敗提早退休,我媽就如同前文所述,是個很難相處又刻薄又強勢的人,
雖然她討厭我,但卻又想控制我,
我下個月要離家工作,舉凡租屋、代步工具、生活習慣,
她無一不想干涉。
我已處處隱忍,把她的控制當成施捨她生活重心,
任由她跟著看房、簽約,
但她還不打算放過我,假民主是她一貫作風。
例如:她問,要不要我們陪你看房,"你自己決定",可是我說不用,
她就開始擺臉色給我看、摔東西、把家具碰撞出很大聲響,
瞎子都看得出他不爽。
從此之後,我揣摩上意,他想幹嘛,我就讓他跟,簽約也是她陪同。
(然後一跟房東分開,馬上批評人家住高級地段,學區那麼好,小孩學歷還這麼爛)
一心想著,等下個月我就自由了。
想不到今天還是破了功,她說不想讓我騎車,騎腳踏車就好,
我說好,那我前往工作地之後再買。
(其實我打算自己偷買機車)
她 就 爆 氣 了
因為她的意思是,我的腳踏車應該由他來買,
所以我說自己去買的言論,忤逆了他皇太后的小劇場,
她開始發飆、把我的租賃契約丟到地上、摔鍋子,
罵我爛。
一邊酸溜溜地說,你是要怎麼去買?
我又躲起來大哭了,
我覺得我媽真的有病,她不去正視她的控制欲與精神虐待,
我卻要被逼瘋了,先看精神門診的可能是我。
我到底造了甚麼孽,有這種母親,我壓力好大好大....
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