[創作] A片
"親愛的,我們要永遠在一起喔"
我的室友阿達每天晚上都一直重播這片A片的最後一句話.
他總是一邊看著字幕上這句話,一邊掉眼淚.
其實我懂,畢竟這個女孩跟他那個無緣的前女友長的太像.
自從那天阿毛抓下來這片以後,阿達就只看著這短短的片段.
愛的太重,傷的太深,自然會這樣,不管怎麼勸他都沒用的話...那就放他去吧
就這樣,一個月過去了.
阿達還是每天看著螢幕,重播這句話.
但是感覺笑容似乎慢慢的回到他臉上.
看在我們這群好友眼中,總感覺這是好事吧.
過了幾天以後,阿達突然請大家吃飯.
"謝謝你們,要不是有你們的扶持,我一定走不出來!"
"阿三八啦"
"講這個亂噁心的"
"啊是怎樣,看A片看到開竅了是吧"
大家開開心心的吐槽著,看著阿達的笑容,我們也開心了起來.
直到隔天,我們看到阿達躺在地上冰冷的遺體為止.
"親愛的,我們要永遠在一起喔"
AV女優甜甜的聲音,現在卻讓我毛骨悚然.....
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阿達的靈堂裡頭一直迴盪著他媽媽的哭泣聲.
我們一群好友也只是默默的看著她媽媽,沒有人能開口說什麼.
一直到現在,阿達的媽媽還是以為他兒子是認真念書,過勞死的.
誰能開口跟她說,她兒子是看A片看到掛掉的呢?
其實我甚至覺得阿達的靈魂應該是被吸進A片裡了.
但是看著阿達媽哭泣的樣子,善意的謊言或許比殘酷的現實溫柔許多.
我一個人默默的走到後面的靈堂,看著阿達躺在棺木中,臉上戴著淺淺的微笑.
我想他應該是做著美夢逝去的吧.
我從衣服裡拿出了那片他最愛的A片,塞進了他的西裝裡.
"好兄弟,祝你一路好走"
就在我要把手抽出來的時候,阿達的手突然緊緊抓住我的手.
雙眼緊緊的盯著我.眼中流著血淚,喉嚨似乎想要張開,卻喊不出聲音.
"阿達你要是有什麼心願就跟我們這群兄弟說,別嚇我,不要這樣抓著我啊!"
阿達用盡渾身的力氣,用力的喊了一聲
"這片....有碼!"
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我把思念磨成了細沙
混入真心的骨灰中
燒結成對妳的愛
然後一槌狠狠的打碎,把這一切都送到風中,不再提起,不再想起.
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