[心情] 下雨讓我好有安全感
產後剛回家
正虛弱且夜夜和寶寶奮戰的時候
公婆未先告知
一早便到我家按門鈴
公公會東看看西念念
垃圾怎麼分類啦啦
水果怎麼放啦
我就跟前跟後調整
婆婆會不時到房間偷看淺眠且敏感的寶寶睡覺
其實新生兒也幾乎都在睡沒什麼醒也不好玩
只是有次只是睡夢中唉了一下
寶寶救被抱起來
導致睡眠中斷開始歡
所以每次我都祈禱寶寶不要發出聲音
或是發現寶寶出聲我就拼命講話
該聊的都聊完了我也只能開始打掃家裡
雖說他們會說「你忙你的不用招呼我們」
但是.......
我沒有要忙啊
我昨晚幾乎沒睡,我只想睡覺啊啊啊啊啊啊
第一次來的時候
他們說了一句可以引發產後憂鬱症的名言
「可惜昨天下雨,不然昨天就要來了
要不是明天有事,明天也想來,現在只好後天再來了。」
之後只要不是雨天他們就會不定時來按叮咚
(導致我都不敢訂網購,以免害自己多被叮咚嚇一次)
對於一個極需睡眠且有憂鬱可能的新手媽媽來說
每天睜開眼只要發現是晴天,壓力就好大,一整天緊繃。
但只要是下雨天,聽到雨聲,我就好像又回到了媽媽的肚子裡
覺得好有安全感啊。
像是這幾天,我就覺得很放鬆。
有人跟我一樣嗎?
PS對於臨時訪客壓力這麼大,我想是產後非常時刻造成的陰影吧。
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