[閒聊] 覺得應該做 但內心確不那麼想做的事
是否同意記者抄文:NO
如果不做遺憾 和 做了後悔 兩個要擇一的話,
我就是會選寧願做了後悔的那一派
人生就是一直有這麼多兩難要一直選擇
還沒結婚的時候,會覺得我總有一天應該要結婚,但內心卻有一塊很排斥婚姻
啥婆媳問題家事分擔那些事想到就令人煩,
我就不是台灣好媳婦那種模組的人
但時間到了就還是得選擇,所以結了婚!
很幸運的是這三年婚姻生活一切都很順利愉快,
很快的下個人生選擇又來了,這次是生孩子!
淺意識裡覺得我這輩子應該要生小孩,
但其實內心卻很排斥,對媽媽這兩字加在身上感覺無比壓力
一般女生從小可能會玩辦家家酒,扮演媽媽角色,而這事卻完全沒有發生在我身上
連這幾年朋友小孩想認我當乾媽,我都覺得很排斥
我覺得我生了小孩應該會像慾望城市米蘭達那樣,我會愛她但沒法像大部分媽媽那樣感性
這次我依然選擇要生,不避孕好長一陣子,每個月月經來時我卻有中樂透的感覺,好像又
逃過一次
但這個月卻遲到了快一週,但我還不敢去買來驗,oh no ~! 說難過也沒有但也開心不起
來
是不是大家對於角色的轉換也會感到壓力無所事從?
目前似乎也只能船到橋頭自然直了 (抱頭打滾...)
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先說明一下,不想做 跟 把事情做好對我來說是兩件事,
我每天都不想上班討厭工作,但在公司我確是受肯定而升為主管
所以呢雖然不是那麼想生,但生了小孩我還是會負責任的,不會虐待小孩啦
這篇只是再形容心境上的矛盾...
※ 編輯: nicky1982 (58.115.14.55), 04/14/2016 10:49:26
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打字語誤修正了! 國文老師對不起 > <
※ 編輯: nicky1982 (58.115.14.55), 04/14/2016 10:55:09
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