[討拍] 我有個用冷漠當武器的先生
文長,慎入
結婚兩年多,育有一子一歲多。
當初先訂婚之後半年,因為懷孕才結婚,
本來想準備國考,等有階段性成果才考慮結婚,怎知孩子打亂了我的計畫,雖然懷孕過程也是甘苦一堆…但至今我沒因此少愛我的孩子…
這個孩子,也是我先生堅持要的,雖然他並沒很喜歡小孩…但懷孕、生子、到我當全職媽媽,他對我並沒有看在孩子的份上對我好些,反而常告訴我,他認真上班就是對我和孩子好了!
週末假日,我希望能有親子的時間,他卻只在意麻將有沒有得打,甚至婆婆還支持他打麻將,更幫忙約咖~若我阻止他打麻將,換來的就是整個假日的臭臉,任何快樂都沒有…
我曾帶孩子開車出去,表示抗議,他也一通關心電話也沒有,似乎根本不擔心我們母子,我掉淚甚至乞求他給我們多一些關愛,他也只是說生活就這樣,要什麼感情?
我很失望,甚至到恨他的地步,但同時我又渴求和諧的家庭生活,只要沒有爭吵的時候,似乎日子又能快樂的過…但至今兩年多了,時不時的又會因為同樣的問題不開心,就這樣我一直過矛盾的婚姻生活,我想過好多次離婚,因為在感覺不到愛的狀態下真的很難生活…好像只有麻將才是最愛…我只是帶小孩的工具!!
我明明恨他,卻甘願在火山沒爆發的時候享受片刻的溫暖家庭生活…是我的心理生病了嗎?還是真的該斷乾淨少彼此折磨?
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