[心情] 快撐不住了
*內文負能量爆滿請注意*
所有糟糕的事情都正在密集的同時發生中
其實一直很想去死
但是心裡明白死了解決不了問題
同時也會重重的傷害到身邊重要的人
不想造成他人困擾因而打消了念頭
然後繼續苟延殘喘
我感覺到我裡面已經破碎了而且我真的感覺到心好痛
為了不給他人壓力而努力維持著快樂的樣子
但我知道確確實實已經成為了一個破碎的人
並不是失戀了
而只是因為我所有的生活圈都正在帶給我極大的壓力
我知道我不是一個玻璃心的人周遭也這麼認為
這麼長時間的低落著實讓自己感到害怕
我想我快撐不住了
話雖如此但我還是會繼續活下去
為的只是不帶給他人困擾
拉點就是我是一個極度厭世的女強人然後我只想從拉板上取得慰藉
因為至少拉板能讓我得到歸屬感
這對我來說真的好重要
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