[心情] 意義非凡的生日快樂
終於跨過22
來到23歲啦！
今年的生日對我來說蠻特別的
因為
我差點就過不到今年的生日拉！
不過幸好我有成功跟tumor Say byebye（連帶我大部分好的器官QQ)
不需要化療 算很幸運了
手術完後還要長期服藥
自從服藥後 腦袋裡的某個開關好像被關閉了
很多事情都想不起來
就連我一直念念不忘的前女友也是！
當初把對方視為是要在一起一輩子的人（也規劃好同性婚姻一通過就立刻去登記）
結果交往三年後 她愛上另一個他
情人節那天和他一起出門看電影
回來看到我鐵青的臉
只留下一句：「我早就對你沒感覺了」
後來又改說：「我覺得跟女生在一起壓力很大」
（你媽媽都同意我們在一起了...請問你的壓力是？)
在情人節分手 我多麽希望那天是愚人節
剛分手的半年內每天哭
一年後每個禮拜哭一次
一年半後一個月哭一次
我也想知道為什麼自己走不出來
安慰朋友分手 我都能一針見血
但面對自己的感情問題 卻束手無策
不過自從開刀完從醫院出來後
神奇的事情發生了（登愣愣
我不再想起她
也沒有難過的感覺了
偶爾滑到她的動態
還要想一下這個人是誰（反應時間約五秒）
這樣的感覺還不錯
不過連帶的我連看一些感人肺腑的電影也完全沒有感覺
看到美女也沒有卵子衝腦的感覺（以往都會血脈噴張）
有點像四大皆空的出家人（？
不小心murmur這麼多
希望大家可以跟我說聲生日快樂
浩劫重生後的生日格外有意義XD
希望可以趕快好起來
然後遇到對的人！！！
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