[心情] 我不是女孩樣的女生
最近版上因為自我認同的事吵得沸沸揚揚
還有很多自介或她介文都會寫想找女孩樣的女生
總歸一句話就是 我們都在別人的眼睛裡找自己
我不是女孩樣的女生
我有小男孩般的短髮 只是因為喜歡清爽俐落 懶的洗頭吹頭
我穿束胸 但大部分的時間我穿內衣
穿束胸 因為不喜歡襯衫因為胸部出現空隙
穿束胸 因為不喜歡被看見肩帶的痕跡
我外表看起來不像女孩 並不是因為我把自己定位成T 也不是我在模仿男性的角色
就像你對待不同朋友可能會有不一樣的面貌一樣
我會走在馬路外側 我會幫忙提東西 我會當司機並且事先踢開飛旋踏板
我會事先查好旅遊的路線 買好票 妳就負責跟著我
當我覺得你是需要照顧的那一方的時候
我會挽著你的手逛街 我會嫌重把東西丟給妳 我會啥都不想只跟著妳走
我會蹦蹦跳跳等著被抓進馬路內側
當我覺得你很可靠讓人想依賴的時候
性向不是一種選擇 而我們總是在一個框框裡設下更多框框困住自己
因為我的外表怎樣 所以我應該怎樣 我只喜歡女孩樣的女生
最簡單的事理解起來最困難 自我認同是像滴水穿石般 經過時間淬鍊才能逐漸變得清晰
而這件事也不需要別人的理解與認同 最終也只是為自己解答的申論題
最後附上田女神跟蘇運瑩的野子
http://ppt.cc/byqA
不管狂風暴雨都要在最大許可範圍內做自己
祝,好
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