[心情] 媽媽終究走了
我媽媽終究是走了。
那個我曾經藉由哭到崩潰的第一次失戀中,混雜著一些不知所云的話出櫃的媽媽。
我不知道她究竟知不知道。
但昨天在她的病榻前,我心裡告訴她,我會好好對待自己,也會放棄某個人。
以前總會為了感情與媽媽拉扯,當然拉扯的話題不在感情,卻多麼希望有天能把自己扯出
櫃子。
始終,做不到。
在那個時刻,我想撥電話給妳。不為什麼,就只是想,無關愛或不愛,就只是想。
但我,
始終,做不到。
但願媽媽安穩安心了無牽掛的走。
我會努力繼續作為她最大的驕傲。
下輩子換我做她的父母,為她如此無私的付出。
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