[心情] 只要用力呼吸
我知道哭不能解決問題
但...
趁我還有力氣啜泣
親愛的
請讓我哭一次
然後 我會堅強
從看到報告上面說活不過五年
到躺著已經開始吸不到氣
這麼短短七天
我不敢想像接下來惡化的速度
親愛的 對不起
你出國的這五天 我騙了你
騙你說我到處去玩
其實是關在醫院接受治療
對不起
我沒辦法開口告訴你說
"親愛的,我好痛..."
從認識到現在 說好要坦承
對不起
讓我騙你這一件事就好
你說從來沒為一個人哭過這麼多次
我又怎麼捨得讓你再為我流淚?
親愛的
我不會讓你知道我連站都站不穩
卻咬著牙陪你走遍大台北
如果我哪天不在了
至少這些角落還夠你回憶
親愛的
我接受了所有治療
很痛 但我想為你活下來
這件事 我最多就瞞你五年
若熬過來了
我會親口告訴你 我有多愛你
親愛的
我鬼鬼祟祟並非在外偷吃
而是不想讓你看到我定時回診
親愛的
我很努力想活下來
但若失敗了 也請你努力
努力忘記我...
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