[人群] 我過得不自在,我真的不知道如何做人
魯宅我從小每天都會要求自己一定要過得非常完美,不管是課業啊,還是人際互
動啊,還
是生活,總之就是要過得完美無缺,否則會焦慮,甚至崩潰。但現實生活當中,卻不如我
意,每天活得戰戰競競,就怕做錯。稍有不如意,我家人、同學或老師就會用放大鏡檢視
,一直指責我,說負面的話,然後提起我的過錯,大家就對我的印象就很負面,甚至見我
就嗆,見我就噓。這些我一直記在腦海裡,每當想起,心裡就些許不自在,經過每天惡性
循環,使我對任何事情都非常悲觀,甚至不抱任何望。
幾天之後,我好不容易忘掉那些不自在,心情好想開一下玩笑,或者是講一些話
,大家都不回應,甚至直接嗆我罵我,我有嗆回去一下,但大家炮火猛烈,甚至威脅要封
鎖我,使我講話很小心。當我謹說話的時候,別人就會回"公殺小",我干脆不說話;我不
說話,別人又會說"公威啊,啞吧啊"。總之我不管三七二十一做什麼都會被嘲諷,都會被
嗆。你們說我要如何做人?????我要怎麼過下去?????不然我可能會喝十瓶酒然
後自我了結
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