[小說] 小碩 - 相遇之前,分開之後
Hi~大家好!
好久沒有問候大家,不知道大家近來好不好啊~
一直沒有更新這個故事,不知道你們還記得阿辰跟小碩嗎?
在我偶爾遇到自己喜歡的故事時,我總會殷殷期盼著故事更
新的那一天,所以就讓我厚臉皮的認為或許有些人是在等待
著這個故事開始新的篇章吧,只是我必須在這邊先跟各位道
個歉,小碩這個故事暫時不會更新下去了,我知道無止盡等
待著的感覺有多糟,所以才想誠實的告訴各位。
我常提到,小碩這個故事帶了我的很多縮影在裏頭,發生的
事件,主角的心境,某些情境下的反應,都是我實際經歷過
的,只可惜我也說過現實並不完美,並不會是總會有那麼多
的奇蹟與巧合,想必一定是無奈辛酸遠大於快樂的,也因此
我才希望能在故事中完美它,當作圓了自己的一個夢,但最
近似乎也沒有那份心情。
剛剛才結束一段長達八年的感情,回過頭來,像是做了場很
長的夢,然而要把心態從原本打算一同經營彼此的未來,轉
換為剩下一個人走的回憶,那過程一定是非常痛苦且撕心裂
肺的,所以我暫時沒有心力去寫出甚麼快樂或美好的故事。
其實對於小碩這個故事,有些在和我聊天的讀者也都知道,
對於後面的故事我也已經有了大致的架構與走向,本來還懷
著很多的壞心眼,打算開始寫出虐心的劇情,企圖釣釣你們
的胃口,騙騙某些淚腺發達的人的眼淚,但看來別人的眼淚
沒騙成,自己的眼淚倒是流了不少,果然人還是不該打著壞
主意,看來報應馬上就來了,呵呵。
我不會放棄這個故事,因為我深愛著這兩個主角,還有好多
片段和感動都希望能好好地傳遞給你們,只是還請你們先原
諒我的任性,也謝謝你們一直我老是拖稿的壞毛病,看在我
每次的故事在字數上都不會偷工減料的份上,就原諒我吧!
或許到了哪一天,我已經準備好了,阿辰和小碩就會回來了
到時候,希望你們還能繼續支持這個故事,好好地看著他們
繼續走下去。
我還是不知道我的故事有多少人在看,是否有感動到你們,
亦或者某些情感是否有透過文字好好地傳達給你們,畢竟我
的讀者都挺愛潛水XD真的很希望你們能感覺得出來我對這
篇故事的認真,也很榮幸寫了這篇故事讓我認識了你們,未
來的日子,我們都要好好的過。
相遇之前,分開之後,只不過是回到了一個人生活,或許過
程太耀眼,回憶太美好,然而我們卻約好了要帶著微笑離開
或許說再見時,我們都要倔強的背對陽光,直到看不見對方
的背影之前,我們說好誰都不許哭。
最後,推薦這首歌給大家:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4_x063rhX4
Youth Lagoon - 17
Roaming the campground up by the lake where we swam.
We were hunting for snakes,
but we couldn't find them.
Surrounded by nothing,
but the nothing's surrounded by us.
But it's just me in my room,
with my eyes shut.
When I was seventeen,
my mother said to me
"Don't stop imagining. The day that you do is the day that you die."
Now I pull a one ton carriage,
instead of the horses grazing the lawn.
And I was having fun.
We were all having fun.
My brain can think faster than I can,
I'm not fast enough.
Who is there to talk to
that won't lock me up?
At least God doesn't judge me by the thoughts that I find,
the snakes I couldn't find,
I don't want to find.
When I was seventeen,
my mother said to me
"Don't stop imagining. The day that you do is the day that you die."
Now I pull a one ton carriage,
instead of the horses grazing the lawn.
And I was having fun.
We were all having fun.
期待再相見!
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