[心情] 不得不變成隨便的人...
昨天跟朋友在聊這幾年在圈內的交往對象,
聽到朋友說到自己的心路過程,其實自己也有點難過,
朋友第一個交往的對象是在當完兵之後,其實那時候連自己是1還是0都不清楚,
交往過兩任TOP後,才發現自己並不喜歡這樣的感覺,從此轉號~
朋友條件不錯,有點簡單的人,對於愛情更是。
25歲之前,認識很多人,但是交往好幾個都很短暫,不少人是發生幾次關係後,對方就消
失無蹤。
一開始,每每結束一段,自己都難過受傷很久,
26歲之後,漸漸發現,其實自己條件不差,很多人會主動想要認識,
自己就認識越來越多的人,加入各種小圈圈,參加各種趴。FB好友加到上限。
時間一天天過去,擇偶越來越外貌,卻越來越不在乎真心。
發現另一伴約一夜情,也可以裝作不知道,自己也漸漸變成可以性愛分離的樣子。
只是希望有人陪在身邊就好,上床這件事情,反正大家都這樣~
是一種想要脫離 但是又怕找不到愛的矛盾。
不斷的交往很多個對象,不斷的失聯,不斷的換床友。
變成一個麻木於現狀的人,而當初期待溫暖簡單的愛情的那個孩子呢....
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