[心情] 如果你是女生就好了
『如果你是女生就好了...』
『唔?你說什麼?』
其實我聽到了,但下意識又問了一次。
『沒...沒事。』語塞。
某次激情後,我躺在你懷裡休息,你開口這麼說。
聽到這句話的時候,不知道為什麼有點生氣,不過
情緒馬上又轉為難過,我知道和一個男生在一起,
有一定程度的壓力,但那也是你所選擇的,不是嗎
?
這好像某種預告,預告著:因為你不是女生,所以
我可能無法再跟你走下去了。
分手已經五年了,我還是常常想起你。
想起我們常一起吃宵夜,有幾次甚至陪我加班到天
亮,再去吃早餐。想起我送你手作的紀念品,沒想
到你感動地流下眼淚。想起我們去羅東夜市,出門
忘記帶房間鑰匙,半夜打給民宿老闆的窘境。就連
一家燒臘店,只因為是你帶我去的,我也湧起滿滿
的回憶。
我嘗試著與你繼續當朋友,不過你委婉地拒絕我了
。謝謝你的溫柔,沒有答應這貪心的要求,我想我
會找到出口的。
其實,不管你最後跟男生還是女生在一起,我都會
祝福你,希望你過得很好。
『我是男生,謝謝你愛過我。』
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