[心情] 被固炮告白了...
餓死抬頭
跟前任分開之後,在UT上認識了一個炮友
後來因為彼此都很滿意對方在床上的表現,就固定了
我必承認,他對我很好。
跟他見面吃飯,他會搶在我掏錢之前把我的帳付清
之前我生日,他請我去吃一客兩千多的餐廳
雖然他的薪水根本不到三萬...
在一次翻雲覆雨之後,他跟我告白:
我真的很喜歡你,我不管你的過去怎樣。我只希望能在未來和你永遠在一起。
很動聽。
我答應了,但後悔了。
一方面,我很感動。因為能夠這樣被珍惜,真的很開心。而且他真的...蠻不錯的...嗯
但一方面,我又不想跟他在一起;他是社會人士,我是學生。我們的生活毫無重疊。
我想要好好過我的大學生活:朋友、學業、社團。
只是跟他在一起之後,我的時間都被他佔去。系上同學的作業討論我都無法參加。
(他都叫我下課就去找他)
好煩...真的不知道該怎麼辦
我到底要怎麼辦?
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其實我必須說...我覺得我是個爛人
我會答應他的告白,有一點是因為剛跟前任分手,覺得空虛寂寞又覺得他對我很好(還有
把?
(對啦...其實我是在爽完之後飄飄然的狀況下答應的)
但激情退散之後,我又覺得...我沒那麼愛他。
雖然動了好幾次分手的念頭,卻總覺得草率的交往、胡亂就分手很不負責任而什麼都沒說
但還是好幾次在心底後悔幹嘛要答應...
唉...
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