[心情] (代貼)不想要性愛錯了嗎?
其實標題這樣下也不知是否正確...
板上有類似的文章,但還是無法解決我的想法...
本人和閃光已交往一年半,目前住在一起
最近非常害怕他碰我...
老實說,我不是不愛他了...
是因為,將近一年前(去年5月)他意外的讓我懷孕...(這篇文章也有在板上.."子宮外孕")
雖然那件事後來平息的解決了...但我一半的心靈也崩潰了
他並沒有丟下我..所以我們繼續在一起..
但他的需求還是很大....
在那事之後 我還是勉強的跟他上床...真的...是勉強的...
我變的不能享受性...變的很懼怕...
每個月小月慢一點來就很緊張....
所以..
我想選擇不要了...
我不想要性愛了...
問
難道你一輩子都不要了?
我說...起碼結婚後再說...我不想要..
不想要再傷害一個生命了...
最近我們常常為了性吵架..
我也說,如果生理需求真的這麼大...
可以去找別人...我無怨言...
雖然這麼說真的很過份...可是我並不是不愛他...
只是我不想要..因為那件是我一輩子的惡夢....
我真的不想要阿!!!
我這麼想錯了嗎....?!
我真的不知道該怎麼辦阿....
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