[心情] 一朝被蛇咬
最近開始展開新戀情,原本應該是開心的開始,
當兩個人感情越來越好當然也會有更進一步的親密行為,
就在昨晚氣氛正好的時候,
我出聲阻止:"沒有套子,不可以...!!"
結果他輕聲跟我說了聲不用怕,就自己督進來了,
沒錯,我可以了解感覺到了直接來的快感,
畢竟以前我也是無套的愛好者(是在有規律吃避孕藥的前提下)
但畢竟單身了一陣子早就沒在吃了,所以整個人有點錯愕,
腦中不斷出現:"不小心會懷孕...不小心會懷孕..."的聲音,
因為和上一任就是因為年輕不懂事以為體外沒事結果就傻傻懷孕了,
從那次經驗之後不管說什麼體外很安全啥的,一律不相信,
要馬就乖乖戴套子或吃藥,不然就免談。
所以就馬上把身子縮起來,想要掙脫,
結果他居然把我一個翻身翻到上面想繼續,
我氣到整個人跳開,在旁邊坐著,
結果他躺在床上說 :"作到一半...這樣很掃興ㄟ...."
我連看都不想看他回答:"沒套子我不要!!"
結果他又回答我很安全的不用怕,
馬的什麼不用怕,你當然不用怕,如果會懷孕也是我懷孕阿!!!
深呼吸了一下我想,好好跟他說好了,
就把聲音和緩下來對他說:"這次就遷就我一次嘛..."
他就說,好,我們就躺下來各自睡著了。
但其實我腦袋一直很亂,
我知道,如果我沒有懷孕這個經歷的話,今天我也會答應他無套直接來,
我知道或許他就是因為之前的經驗都沒出錯所以才會跟我說沒關係,
但是,對我來說,一朝被蛇咬,十年怕草蛇,
甚至我居然在想該不該去買個事後藥來吃,
因為那經驗實在太慘痛。
不知道該怎麼跟他說,畢竟他並不知道我之前曾經懷孕過,
但我想我還是會試著好好跟他討論,
如果無法討論這樣的男人不要也罷...
我也只能這樣跟自己說。
唉。
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