請大家幫我把我的期待傳達給yoshiki
下個星期一是YOSHIKI要來台的日子
下個星期一同時也是我奶奶的生日
我原本決定好星期天上完班
就回南部過中秋順便幫老人家慶生
然後星期一的下午再搭高鐵北上
要是來的及就直奔桃園接機
但...所有的計畫全都被昨天下午的一通電話打亂
前天傍晚還在跟我通電話的奶奶昨天下午突然病危
我哭的稀哩花啦的搭高鐵從台北趕回屏東
等著我的是在醫院加護病房裡面被宣布腦死再也醒不來的奶奶
醫生說除非奇蹟出現,不然她永遠再也醒不來
從昨天晚上到今天下午我數度在加護病房哭到暈過去
怎麼樣也無法相信那個說要陪我去日本看演唱會的奶奶再也醒不來了
當然、奶奶她不知道X-JAPAN是什麼
她只知道她的孫女會在大過年的時候放DAHLIA TOUR的DVD給她和爺爺看
跟她說這個短頭髮不愛穿衣服的是yoshiki
頭髮跟我一樣捲的是的是PATA(那個時候我是長捲髮)
下巴跟曾祖母一樣厚道的是TOSHI(我曾祖母下巴跟TOSHI超像)
頭髮紅紅的是HIDE、剩下那個長頭髮的是HEATH
(我爺爺奶奶受過日本教育跟他們聊這些比跟我爸媽聊還聊的起來)
上個月底爺爺生日我回去的時候還在跟她講
三月的復活LIVE因為工作的關係去不成覺得很可惜
然後她就說那不然今年年底我們去日本玩
要是買的到票就帶她進巨蛋看跨年LIVE
(那個時候我一直覺得今年的跨年LIVE會是X-JAPAN的)
我跟她之間有太多的約定還來不及完成她就要走了
親愛的大家,很感謝你們看完我的文章
我是個感情很內斂不太會表達自己的人
我只是想拜託即將會去接機和點燈的大家
如果看到yoshiki請幫我跟他說
我很期待X-JAPAN在台灣的LIVE
請他務必、絕對、一定要來台灣開LIVE
但也請他務必、絕對、一定要保重自己的身體
會這麼說是有原因的
我奶奶從倒下到宣布腦死只過了兩個小時
很難想像前一天還在跟你通電話打屁聊天的人
隔一天就天人永隔
我的悲傷已經到了滿載的邊緣
只能不斷安慰自己和家人至少奶奶是安詳的離開
以上、我真的不知道要再打什麼了
如果能夠幫我轉達的話我會很感激的
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你的旋律,無論在何處,都持續播放著,雖然再次一個人迷了路,
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