目前三十歲,從大學開始就住在外面,
連同個縣市都租房子,上份工作還住到國外,一直到今年初。
因為一直沒有陪在父母身邊,所以才選擇住在家裡,即使每天上班要通勤兩小時。
可是自從搬回家,我覺得整個心裡狀態都變得很不好,覺得很煩躁,走在路上也煩躁,也
覺得有時候回家比上班還要累。
因為我的房間和客廳只隔了一扇門,幾乎每天我都可以聽到客廳電視的劇情,父母聊天的
聲音,吵架的聲音,完全無法安安靜靜地,尤其我是非常怕吵的人,有時候睡覺甚至會被
吵鬧的聲音吵醒。
我爸是一個很愛跟人家吵架,即使自己無理也要見笑轉生氣,分貝超大的壓過別人,有時
候他無理到連我都想生氣。
我弟是個媽寶鬼,到現在每天上班都還要我媽載她去,然後還要我媽幫他準備好上班的東
西。這種事情如果你情我願就算了,但是我媽會一直抱怨給我聽,抱怨東抱怨西,抱怨別
人家怎樣,抱怨朋友怎麼樣,無形之中,覺得壓力倍增。
其實這是我爸媽的房子,雖然我有給生活費,但是很多看不下去的事情都還是忍著,以前
有試著建議,說了人家又會不開心。例如家裡收納亂七八糟,例如水槽一直淹水,例如垃
圾都到處亂丟,但是蟑螂到處亂爬,和打開窗戶都是臭味,我真的受不了。
每天回家都讓我心裡壓力好大,讓我覺得人生無望,可是我又想到人家說要多陪陪父母,
如果我搬出去回家次數就變微乎其微(以我以前住外面,幾乎有連假才會回家),真的好想
哭。
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T大說到我內心的一個疙瘩,我們家很重男輕女,非常嚴重,甚至我國小的時候我爸就直
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