[心情] 爸爸過世了
今天上班突然接到電話
說爸爸送貨到一半昏倒送醫急救
但醫生說爸爸是腦出血
而且因為大量出血
所以就算開刀
最好的狀況也是植物人
爸爸生前其實活得不快樂
跟媽媽離婚後長期都借酒消愁
但因為一直勸不聽也或許造就如此…
加上爸爸小時候因為家族的事情
一直有很多的怨卻又悶在心裡
只有在酒醉才會跟我說
所以我才決定不開刀…
我不知道這樣在別人眼中是否很殘忍
但我們以前曾經說笑的討論過
爸爸一直都希望在睡夢中安詳死去
但我不想再讓他痛苦了…
也選擇了放棄急救…
而也在這一刻才會有更多人情冷暖
爸爸的兄弟悶不吭聲
雖然我根本也對他們沒有期待
現在只剩下我跟妹妹而已
只希望能請的補助能讓我們度過這一切
爸爸可以好好安心的去另外一個世界
謝謝你這輩子當我的爸爸
明明我們昨天中午還一起去吃你愛的豬血湯
逛你很愛逛的大稻埕 圓山 華山
還幫我喝了很苦的苦茶笑我怕苦
晚上還回家一起吃飯看棒球
可是怎麼今天你就離開我了…
我還想著開始做業務就是想多賺錢
讓你退休帶你出國去玩可以享福
我還想著端午連假找你一起去走走
以後再也沒有人再我晚回家時
問我幾點回家
以後再也沒有人假日的時候
騎著摩托車吃小吃閒晃
再也沒有人跟我一起看棒球
兄弟輸的時候還會嘲笑我
再也沒有人在摩托車壞掉的時候
還開車來救援我
再也沒有人可以讓我問
阿爸你愛不愛我 阿爸我最愛你了……
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